The Poetary

The warmth of the summer seeps into the skin like no other time. It's as though the sun can finally see clearly after months waiting. Everyone leaves their house with a smile and reeking of sunscreen. Little girls on the corner selling mouth watering, ice cold lemonade. But, best of all school is no where to be seen. The shift from summer to fall is subtle at first. Air drops a degree at a time until it's a delicious mix of not hot but not really cold. One by one, leaves begin to turn crisp and fall, fluttering vibrant shades of oranges and reds and yellows. Thanksgiving, reminding us all we have to be grateful for and of the magical winter nights to come. The temperature sinks those last few degrees into winter. Days become more rushed to get everything done as the nights start to come in earlier. The first snowflake lands on the ground. It instantly melts and as time goes on, they stick and clump until there's enough to make snowmen and angels and snowba...

There are different kinds of heartbreak One loss does not have priority of your heart No matter the kind it'll be awhile before there's no more ache Losing a friend can make a person shake Watching the long relationship depart There are different kinds of heartbreak The loss of a parent makes you lay awake Thinking about the what if's makes one want to restart No matter the kind it'll be while before there's no more ache Losing a spouse can feel like an earthquake Not having that person can make someone feel jarred There are different kinds of heartbreak After losing a child one must be strong for their sanity's sake A part of the parent died and is scarred No matter the kind it'll be awhile before there's no more ache All types of loss are terrible even if it's fate One mourns the relationship no matter how easy or hard There are different kinds of heartbreak No matter the kind it'll be awhile before there's no more ac...

Sometimes I think about the past,  I think about the friends I used to have  I think about the boys I used to date  I think about my grandfather I think about the old teachers I used to have  I think about the decisions I made  I think about all the interesting people I've met  And, I think about if I have already made a difference in this world. Sometimes I think about the present,  I think about the classes I am taking I think about my current friends  I think about the books I am reading I think about the movies I am watching I think about the jokes that cause my laughter I think about the people who are impacting my life And, I think about how I can make a difference in this world.  Sometimes I think about the future, I think about who I will marry  I think about who my kids will be I think about if my parents will be proud of me I think about who my siblings will turn out to be I think a...

My mother called me  in a frantic panic screaming at me come immediately It was time. I was supposed to be on  a plane within the hour. This wasn't supposed  to be happening for  at least another two months.  The feeling of unease and worry  overwhelmed me. Rushing to get there  forgetting all of my  belongings in the process. Once there, I was  greeted by warm familiar faces. Sitting and waiting was hell. The anticipation was  almost too much to bare. Finally, we were called  to go up to the room. that everything was alright  for now at least. And then, for the first time I met my niece,  She was beautiful.